Tired ... ... Seriously very tired.

I really am restless.
I really am exhausted.
I really am very very tired.

Y is he always this way?
Y is he always doing this?
Y is he always making everyone's life so miserable?

Its always this way.
Its his fault.
N he will make it not his!

He will either put the blame on others.
Making the whole family into arguments n fites.

Or he will say "to err is human"
So he expect us to forgive him.

N if we r the ones making a FUCKING small mistake,
He will BLOODY make it big!

He will nt forgive us.
And expect us to change over-night.

What theory is this?!

And we did not ask u to help us to handle anything!
We say we will do it ourselves,
But nt immediately.

Like hello?!
I have studies n gymmings.

Can't you just let me have my own free time?

N if I dun go gym, u will jus threaten to terminate everything.

So u expect me live without a life?
Do everything on the spot,
Be it tired,
Or on e verge of dying?

N wateva happens to me.
Is not ur fault at all!

Sometimes,
I do questions myself if I'm ur daughter for real.
As in related.

Best is that we r not related at all.

Cos I m already sick n tired of going home hearing ur complaints,
Your pathetic, not supported arguments.
Your dramas.
N always "All Your Faults" blamings.

Nvr yours.
Cos u r way too 'perfect'.

N we r way too imperfect.

... I wish I was nvr here on earth.
Nothing goes smoothly.
Nothing in family.
Nothing in friends.
Nothing in academics.
Nothing in relationships.

Nothing at all.

I live without a dream.
I live without a hope.
I live without any love.

I live in e shadows.
I live in e lies.
I live in e arguments, fites and battles.
I live in all sorts of traumas.

Not one day.
Just not one dae,
I can live without miseries,
Overwhelming my life like an idiot.

My life is this imperfect.
N I am very very very tired.

Seriously,
Very very very tired.