It Hurts to say. Miracles don't exist for me.

Like the above said.

I've a lot things that I really want to vent on.

A lot of things that I need to resolve them.

A lot of things that keep tormenting my life like an idiot.

But some of these things.

I just hv to keep inside me.

Becos these things are not meant to be shared.

These things are the things that hurts the most.

And these things make me stronger by the dae.

But these things can never be resolve.

They hurt u more as time goes by.

And make u stronger if u live by them.

Everyone has them.

Everyone keeps them inside themselves.

And there are only 2 solutions to it.

Face them

Or

Run away from them.

Both are tiring.

Both hurts.

But both have different endings.

Endings that you can never predict it to be.

Endings that always have twists.

If only miracles exists.

And I don't believe in any.

Cos till todae, there is not one single miracles that happened.

Not one day, I can live on w/o miseries.

Not one moment, I can freed myself from these shitx.

Not even one second, I can close my eyes.

Everyday is Hell.

Every seconds of life, is tormenting me.

And these things, by keeping it to urself, hurts the most.