When Your Heart Needs To Shout

I just need something to vent on.

Something to shout at.

Something to hit.

Something to make me forget all these shits.

My heart feels so cramped.

My heart feels so sick.

My heart feels so disgusted.

My heart feels so irritated.

My heart feels so tired.

Brain seems dead.

Brain seems rusty.

I've got no idea who to rely on at this very moment.

I don't know who is speaking the truth.

Who is lying.

Who I can trust.

Who I can understand me.

Whose shoulder I can rest my head on.

I don't need sympathy.

I don't need apathy.

I just need empathy.

I need a listening ear.

I need music.

I need food.

I need ice-creams.

I need sleep.

Please wake me up when all these are over.

All these chaos in my heart.

All these riots in my brain.

All these explosions that I need to take.

I don't want to go through anymore of these shits.

I've enough.

I'm done.

I lost.

I don't want to fight anymore.

I've got no more strength to go any further.

I've got no more motivations.

Make them disappear.

I need a magical wand.

A magical world to live in.

To have a Happy Ending.

I need a wish.

A wish that can be granted.

A wish to have my wishes granted.

Star light.

Star bright.

May my wish come true tonight.

Now I need a rest.

A rest to make me forget these shits.

Make me happy the next day.

Make me myself again.