Everything Changes ...

Everyday,

I live in my lies.
I live through faking.
I live by pretending.
I live trying to be happy.

Every hour,

I live try not thinking.
I live try not hearing.
I live try not seeing.
I live try not caring.

Every minute,

I live with hurt.
I live with sadness.
I live with hatred of myself.
I live with envy-ness.

Every second,

I live with my heart broken.
I live with my tears held.

I live praying time goes faster.
I live hoping things will change for the better.

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I wont repeat this again.

... ... ... ...

You will see a different me from today.

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Cause, I've got hurt enough.

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I'm not getting hurt anymore!