Hectic.
Cos exams are always 10 days after another.
Hectic.
Cos every single time, we have to rush to the changing room to get changed and reached the class on time.
Hectic.
Cos the changing room is so small.
Hectic.
Cos breaks are minimum. =.- (Example: Dinner given 30 mins.)
Hectic.
Cos after dinner, we still have to rush back to the changing area to put our stuffs and get back class on time.
Hectic.
That means we left less than 30 mins to eat.
Hectic.
LOADS of revisions have had to be done.
Hectic.
Cos I dun get to see my favorite TV shows.
Hectic.
Cos every single time, our bus dun reached on time.
Hectic.
Cos I have to squeeze inside the train.
Hectic.
Cos when ever I reached home, I'm already half dead.
Hectic.
Cos even bathing and packing bags seems so tiring.
Hectic.
Cos whenever I sleep, I only left with less than 6 hours of sleep.
Hectic.
Cos even during the weekends I have personal classes.
Hectic.
Cos I spend money and I don't get enough sleep.
Hectic.
Cos travelling makes me OLD.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
The FUN part?
Changing inside a cubicle with numbers of people ranging from 2 to 4.
U get to make fun of each other undergarments.
U get to have your butt bumps into one another.
U get to bond inside the cubicle.
U get to understand one another better.
U get to see who is worth the friendship and who is not.
U get to have funs.
U get to learn things together.
U get to talk things that you don't usually talk about.
U get to do silly n crazy stuffs.
U get to play hard while studying hard.
U get to have hands-on experiences with a real plant.
Small but everything seems SO COOL.
U get to talk to other class people which you never get to talk to during the previous 4 semesters.
U get to understand the working life future in a plant.
U get to know where your interests stand.
U get to know what and where you should do/go in future.
Lastly, u get to understand your own true self.
----------------------------------------------------------
Many things happened this week.
Some are kept secret.
Cos these things can never be shared.
Cos no one understands them better than those who knows what is happening.
Some are good.
Practicals are FUN.
Talking becomes more exciting.
Even going to class seems so exciting. (I mean falling asleep during lessons seem so UN-GUILTY)
Some are bad.
Like the amount of time you get to sleep at night.
The travelling time.
And some things just went hay-wired.
Some things not suppose to happen.
Happens.
Some things are JUST SO TIRING.
Some things is a repeated thingy from past that I always prayed it will not happen again. BUT my prayers fell on deaf ears.
JUST SO TIRING.
That sometimes, I feel like giving up.
I'm not a perfectionists.
I'm not some wonder girl.
I'm not some one who can protect myself.
I'm someone who you can easily make me fall.
I'm too weak to fight anymore.
I'm too weak to hear anything.
I'm too weak to see anything.
I'm too weak to judge anything.
I'm too weak to continue this.
I'm too weak to do any more things.
I'm tired.
I'm exhausted.
I'm not a perfect person to start with.
JUST SHUT UP and let me be myself.
Just make my life less miserable.
Just make these things SHUT UP.
Just make them DISAPPEAR.
Just make them nicer towards me!
I'm too tired to live till that day the sun shines on me.
LOL don't complain too much! Your bus always arrive earlier than us yet my bus ride came extreme later than you guys most of the times and travelling where got makes you old? ;p You are so fit and i loves line tracing during the plant till knock onto the pipes sometimes haha...
ReplyDeleteDinner is still all right as they released us for early. Not that bad! You are not weak in anything, just that keep your mind ahead and proceed. :) Have a great chatting with you through hp today. Plus you are behind me back of zebra crossing turn right which i am listening musics alone until they come out that moment of time. lol...
My teacher released us on time. NOT EARLY. LOlx. Some things happened at home. So yup. it makes me weak. If somethings happened in school, I can't be bothered by it. =)
ReplyDeleteoh ic...sometimes i feel weak at home especially my mom! Of course school happen won't bother unless you hang out with bad companies and habits hmmhmm...(LOL)!
ReplyDelete