I'm Sorry!

I can't take this anymore.

I know I've hurt you.

I know I've make you cry.

I know I've changed n it's not u who change.

I know I'm at fault.

I know I'm in the wrong.

I know what I did was wrong.

So I want to apologize to anyone, everyone that I've hurt.

"I'm sorry!"

I know these two words won't make any difference.

Because, it won't heal your wounds.

Because, it won't make you any happier.

Because, it already affect our relationship with one another.

Be it Family, Friends or Lovers.

I'm sorry for what I've did.

I hope you can forgive me.

Because, most of the things I did,

Was when I wasn't me.

Is either I'm fed-up,

Is either I'm sad,

Is either I'm troubled

OR

I'm just not myself.

I can't say it's when I'm totally not myself.

Because if I said that,

I would be lying.

I did this when I'm wide awake.

So I should be aware of the things I did.

But because, some days,

I'm already pissed or having those mood swings.

I'm easily triggered by small stuffs.

And it happened to be you who triggered my moods at that time.

So to not make it awkward for us.

I either typed it on blog or facebook.

OR

I talk to my friends about it.

But sometimes,

When I'm really pissed.

Or my mood changes from happy to sad.

And you're the one causing it.

I hope you can be aware.

That this is already your fault.

Who make me feel miserable.