Thursday, December 30, 2010

Misery V.S Happiness

Last day of 2010.
And I'm feeling like shit.

My heart feels so suffocated.
Feels so breathless.
Feels so irritated.

I'm NOT me.

And I hate to be like this.

Everything just ain't going the way they are.
And I had enough.

Dear God,
Why do you create me?
Why do you create this life journey of mine to be so hard?

Problems after Problems. Troubles after Troubles.
The days that I spent being happy could never last long.
The impact of the good could never over-write the bad.

And these things are making me REALLY depressed.

I hate emo-ing.
And at this moment I'm doing that.

I really want these things to stop!
Stop making my life so miserable.
Stop tormenting me.

... ... "There's always sunshine after the rain."
Where's my sunshine?
When is my sunshine?

Dear God,
Could you just make 2011 onwards better for me?

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