tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78890473416454183652024-03-05T21:17:33.304-08:00DaesOfMisery&HappyMemoriesaLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.comBlogger135125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-71549345702668334202012-06-12T21:57:00.001-07:002012-06-12T21:57:02.854-07:00Blog transferredJoin me at: http://perfectingthelittlethings.wordpress.com/aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-20725095202840897832012-06-06T01:26:00.001-07:002012-06-06T01:26:05.894-07:00Not in the moodBeen awhile since I touched this blog.
Saying that quite a few repetitive times.
No inspirations.
Don't really know what to write.
Even if I had the inspirations.
My inspirations didn't last.
Am busy the past and the next few weeks.
I changed my job from a teacher, to somewhat free-and-easy job.
Something like, when any company needs you for the day, they would ring me up, and I would pop out to do the stuffs needed.
Done quite a lot of "MAN" stuffs too.
A relatively interesting job to have. Pay wasn't fixed. Different jobs give you different experiences.
Got this job from a secondary school friend of mine. So why not take a bite to it yea?
Some days can get REAL BORED. Just like today. Meeting sponsors. Get your proposals done. Print. Photocopy. Edit. Make phone calls and the list goes on.
The good part of this job is ... You get to sit down in cafes like coffee bean and Starbucks for a cup of tea/coffee or even a sandwich along with it. Enjoying the quietness during the non-lunch hour periods. Looking at office workers rushing from one point to another. Or even witnessing some higher rank "slackers". Sometimes, I would even have time to SHOP.
Great Singapore Sales!
Those stingy people like me, WILL LOVE THIS PERIOD TO HELL!
We would be splurging our cash only at these periods of the month. Because, you get STUFFS CHEAP! Plus, cosmetic stores in Singapore have currently implemented "SAMPLES" into their business management, allowing customers to try first before purchasing!!
Girls with sensitive skins like mine. Always have to think, research, save, in order to invest something that is gentle and wouldn't cause breakouts.
Recently, I ate a wrong type of medications along with avid drinking of milk. I've got a sever outbreak. Causing me to lose my self-esteem, ONCE AGAIN. Had to seek consultations from my family doctor. And he prescribed me some oral antibiotics and topical cream. After about coming to 3 weeks into the medications, I finally cleared my acne problems. But what pissed me most, are those pimples, after they are healed, they leave those hyper-pigmentations on my face.
Some people will not take them to heart, BUT ME, is a NO NO. Because, my skin is in the fair range, hyper-pigmentations tend to be more obvious even if I am not under the sunlight. So it is a must for me to conceal them when ever I am going out for a friends meet up or gym. No matter how well I try concealing them, they still can be seen!!! Maybe because I am not a skilled makeup artist. So I may or may not cover these pigmentations, I don't really bother now. Since my acne have stop appearing, sometimes one or two zits will still pop out, especially during those time of the month. I am happy with my conditions.
Plus I look younger after taking the medications prescribed!!!
Relatives and some other long time no see friends, have been complimenting me that I still look young! But they didn't know in fact I did look mature previously. Maybe after taking that medications, I started to look more younger! =) Could be a psychological thinking, still, I take it YESH I DO LOOK YOUNG!
HAHAHA
On the other hand, I was finally enlighten what is to love someone before it is too late. Lucky for me, I wasn't late!
I have a close friend, who currently is "sick". She just went through surgery on her kidney. But her conditions will further be put under observations under the specialists care.
Once, she told me on whatapps, saying that she dreamt of DEATH. And she said that was this uncle in her dream, telling her when god will be taking her away.
Lucky for both me and her family, her mom was on HIGH ALERT the day after she dreamt that she would be taken away. Her mom make sure she didn't fall asleep on a particular period which that "uncle" told her he would take her away. So my dear friend DID NOT went away.
Was glad that I didn't lose a friend of mine, just like that.
Was glad that I was given a second chance to love my friend more in future.
Show my gratitude and cherish them, because they live through half of my life.
Next thing I will going to be talking about, is that, I had been busy researching and studying also.
NOT for my future studies. But what cosmetics to buy an bring during my holiday trip to SEOUL end of the year. Its winter! And my skin, delicate skin, should be well protected to prevent any mishaps from happening again. HAHA.
Don't really know which moisturizer to invest in yet. So shall get LOADS of samples before investing in a proper one.
And again, I will also be spending my money on winter wears. =.- Will be going bankrupt soon!
Already decided what to buy, so am taking fully advantage of the GSS season to get my stuffs, before prices increases TREMENDOUSLY again after the GSS.
Money is hard to EARN OK!!! I work so HARD, and my salary so-so only.
Plus after deducting all those transportation and lunch + Dinner fees, my salary left peanuts only.
Plus must pay for my uni hostel fees. HAI!
Grow up le, so many things to worry!
So 麻烦!
With that I come to the end of my post. =) Chiao! 再见!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-76678975204379662742012-05-05T23:06:00.001-07:002012-05-05T23:06:17.202-07:00Pride and PrejudiceLets just say, I fell in love with this.
Watched the funny version on OKTO last Friday night. And I've got addicted to it.
Was planning to catch the whole series on the internet. But there was none other than a movie itself.
I watched. I cried. I felt the INTENSIVE love. How romantic and how loyal Mr Darcy can be.
I totally fell in love with what he did for the girl.
Sometimes, I really wished that there's someone like him would be there for me in the present and future.
Omgosh. I falling in love with this story. And, I shall get the book real soon.
I've never seen or imagine LOVE can be something that is so WONDERFUL.
I have always thought love was something that hurts real bad.
And I know it still hurts. But the feelings can never be so wonderful before.
... I shall await for my "Mr. Darcy" =)aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-74880310719817617112012-03-28T22:13:00.002-07:002012-03-28T22:21:25.099-07:00Working as a T'cherVery interesting and fun.<br /><br />Had a good time communicating with the kids.<br />These kids are really brilliant. And they really bring joys to me, even if I started the day with negative mindsets.<br /><br />However, good things always come short.<br /><br />Right now, because another t'cher was bullied by another class kids, I had to exchange classes with her.<br /><br />Rumors hear that this Class 199 is full of ah lian and ah beng. And they are really hard to handle. Even from Huei Fang's mouth, she said they are very scheming ...<br /><br />So I guess this Friday would be my first day of hell.<br /><br />Let's just see how evil these kids are.<br /><br />And honestly, I'm quite scared and lost of how to handle them.<br />These rumors did made me really cause a lot of things going through my mind.<br /><br />Today's off day though. But I still can't stop thinking of how I should handle these kids when I see them for the first time tml.<br /><br />Even the principal tells me that these kids are harder to handle ... So she gave me a few tips to handle them.<br /><br />THE PSYCHOLOGY EFFECT ...<br /><br />Tml will be a war for me.<br />And even if I'm afraid, I will take up this challenge!<br /><br />Show these kids that not all t'chers can be taken advantage of.<br /><br />They want to test me? Let them test.<br /><br />I will show them by showing me no respect, will not be good to them either.<br />Will not punish them physically, but using mental punishments to deal with them.<br /><br />Tml ... will be the day I start to grow.<br /><br />Cya!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-84421524100123052212012-03-22T22:29:00.002-07:002012-03-22T22:36:47.298-07:00PromSorry for the super late updating.<br /><br />Started work, and everything was really tight.<br />Super tiring taking care of those kids.<br /><br />They were fun.<br />They aren't that innocent we used to be when we were at their age.<br /><br />Loads of excuses. But that's ok.<br /><br />Back to prom.<br /><br />Had makeup artists to complete each of our individual looks.<br /><br />And I admit that, that day, I looked ALOT prettier with makeup on.<br />And my friends kept calling me a doll after that.<br /><br />It was PURE fun!<br /><br />Camwhorings.<br />Competitions.<br />Prom Queen.<br />Laughters.<br /><br />Going crazy over that picture video.<br /><br />And also walked outside around the hotel in the middle of the night.<br />Didn't sleep.<br /><br />Was too exciting to sleep.<br /><br />Because of room was bunked in by Jin Ming's clique,<br />Some of us girls went to Wong Pann Room to chit chat.<br /><br />That wong pann guy?<br />Tsk, He's an asshole! HAHA<br /><br />He splurted out all my embarrasing nicknames to my friends.<br /><br />7 YEARS friend! How can he do that do me??<br />What a bad influence la.<br /><br />Ate breakfast with Wei ming, Lenice and Alex.<br />Checked out early.<br /><br />Slpt on both the bus and train<br />Home and slpt another 4 hours before dinner.<br />Sleep again for the night before heading to my first day as a t'cher.<br /><br />Short and brief.<br />Don't really have time to go into details.<br />Next time when I'm free I would.<br /><br />Had been working 2 jobs to pay for my future Uni hostel fee.<br /><br />Gotta go bathe and off i go for work again. CyaaLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-91441866924337921942012-03-13T23:14:00.002-07:002012-03-13T23:20:07.978-07:00Pre-PromCan't believe it.<br /><br />I'm starting to hate prom. Spent another $40 for both upper and lower lashes!!<br /><br />Don't know if I'm too naive to get cheated by these shop assistants, Or everything is just SO EXPENSIVE.<br /><br />Dress = $62<br />Alter = $18<br />Choker = $50<br />Bracelet = Free<br />Heels = $49.90<br />Lashes = $40<br /><br />Hotel?? = ard. $50<br />Ball Room = $65<br /><br />WTF WTF WTF WTF! I spent so BLOODY MUCH for this prom. Heart pain!<br /><br /><br />Oh and plus Make up = $55 + $10 (To put on lashes)<br /><br />WTF!<br /><br />Total will be = $399.90<br /><br />NEARLY $400. WTF?!<br /><br />... For sure, the next few months before the uni starts, I'm SO NOT GOING OUT AT ALL! Except for Graduation.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-59789491289004857032012-03-08T21:59:00.003-08:002012-03-08T22:12:33.739-08:00KONY 2012<iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Y4MnpzG5Sqc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />Hello Readers,<br /><br />To Whoever you're or maybe in the future.<br /><br />PLEASE HELP ME BY WATCHING THE VIDEO ABOVE. I know it is a very long video, BUT DO WATCH IT.<br /><br />I need you peepz to watch it so that all of you readers will be aware of the things out there. Somewhere where we can't see or touch. That's why they are called the Invisible kids.<br /><br />And these kids have to KILL at such a tender age. Killing their own parents?! Losing their virginity? Sex Slaves and so on.<br /><br />THAT BIG BULLY HAS TO GET WHAT HE DESERVES!!!<br /><br />After watching, SPREAD THE VIDEO TO UR FRIENDS!<br /><br />Be it Facebook, Twitter, Blog, Email, Google Plus or whatever your friends can see and hear the cries of these children.<br /><br />I BEG BEG BEG EVERYONE OF YOU TO PLEASE SAVE THE KIDS.<br /><br />I'm not trying to gain followers through this. BUT after watching this video it mae me realized how fortunate we really are.<br /><br />Some of us may mature faster than others. BUT we DID NO LOSE OUR CHILDHOOD! We play and live each day w/o worries. And these kids run in fear every single day!<br /><br />I BEG YOU PLEASE SUPPORT THEM. MAKE THAT MONSTER BE KNOWN OF WHAT HE DID. AND DESERVE THE PUNISHMENTS FOR THE SHITS HE MADE.<br /><br />Please spread!<br /><br />ThxaLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-55708024326307842162012-02-22T20:00:00.002-08:002012-02-22T20:03:12.814-08:00Teeth HURT SO BADLY...<br /><br />I can hardly eat a single rice grain.<br />I can hardly speak.<br /><br />My jaws so stiff.<br />My jaws so pain.<br />My jaws so sour.<br /><br />So So So painful that I can even sleep at night.<br /><br />Oh Gosh~ GOD WHERE DID I DO WRONG??<br /><br />Tormenting period for me.<br /><br />And it makes me having no mood to go study PCHEM or ISLP<br />Shall start tml then.<br /><br />=( Pia again!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-79145834075603370632012-02-17T05:09:00.000-08:002012-02-17T05:17:41.615-08:00BULLSHIT GOVERNMENTOi Government!<br /><br />You know something?<br /><br />After repeating for almost 10^99999999999999999999999 times to you.<br />Foreign workers are not the problem.<br /><br />FOREIGN TALENTS ARE!<br /><br />You take away FWs, who go build roads and casinos for you?<br />You intake more FTs, how Singaporeans survive?<br /><br />FTs take away the jobs we wanted. Plus they don't contribute anything back to Singapore. Instead they take the money they earned and bring back to their hometown.<br /><br />Some more, with more and more FTs, how Singaporeans graduates get jobs?<br /><br />ALL BULLSHITS!<br /><br />That's a reason why Singaporeans are not giving birth. Because they are too afraid that their offsprings will be replaced by FTs.<br /><br />KNS!<br /><br />The money we pay as tax? U go pay FTs salaries.<br />You think we work so hard for what?<br /><br />STUPID FOOLS.<br /><br />Listen to us for once will you?<br />Don't pretend acting blur.<br /><br />Have you even check if these FTs cert are REAL?<br /><br />If not, why are we singaporeans studying so hard for? When we know we are getting out to working society for SHIT JOBS?!<br /><br />Like hello?! We have the same qualifications!<br />PLUS WE CAN SPEAK ENGLISH!<br /><br />And these Ah bu neh neh and Ah tiong, u let them work here, they bring their whole family in lor! GOONDU or what?!<br /><br />Some Bohdoh Government this is!<br /><br />WE e citizen of Singapore,<br /><br />NOT CHINAPORE!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-558792169231986812012-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:002012-02-15T04:53:52.733-08:00I Love You<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/MDQk0IOSDHM" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />LYRICS:<br />La la, la la la la<br />La la, la la la<br /><br />I like your smile<br />I like your vibe<br />I like your sty-yle<br />But that's not why I love you<br /><br />And I, I like the way<br />You're such a sta-ar<br />But that's not why I love you<br /><br />PRE-CHORUS<br />Hey, do you feel<br />Do you feel me?<br />Do you feel what I feel too?<br />Do you need, do you need me? <br />Do you need me? <br /><br />CHORUS<br />You're so beautiful<br />But that's not why I love you<br />I'm not sure you know<br />That the reason I love you is you<br /><br />Being you, just you <br />Yeah the reason I love you <br />Is all that we've been through <br />And that's why I love you<br /><br />La la, la la la la<br />La la, la la la<br /><br />I like the way you misbehave<br />When we get wasted <br />But that's not why I love you<br />And how you keep your cool when I'm complicated<br />But that's not why I love you <br /><br />PRE-CHORUS<br />Hey-y, do you feel<br />Do you feel me?<br />Do you feel what I feel too?<br />Do you need, do you need me? <br />Do you need me?<br /><br />CHORUS<br />You're so beautiful<br />But that's not why I love you<br />And I'm not sure you know<br />That the reason I love you is you<br /><br />Being you, just you <br />Yeah the reason I love you <br />Is all that we've been through <br />And that's why I love you<br /><br />Oh-h-h, oh-h-h-h<br />Even though we didn't make it through<br />I am always here for you<br />Yeah-h-h<br /><br />CHORUS<br />You're so beautiful<br />But that's not why I love you<br />I'm not sure you know<br />That the reason I love you is you<br /><br />Being you, just you <br />Yeah the reason I love you <br />Is all that we've been through <br />And that's why I love youaLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-3827340894785647762012-02-13T22:58:00.000-08:002012-02-13T23:02:04.803-08:00如何相信爱情?只要:<br /><br />(1)真意对待<br />(2)对彼此的信任<br />(3)原谅aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-83011401226469019232012-02-11T05:51:00.000-08:002012-02-11T05:58:45.018-08:00What I Love ...I want:<br /><br />Macrons =) Every color, Every Taste, from Every Corners.<br /><br />Caramel Chocolates =) From the Cheapest to the Most Expensive.<br /><br />DHC Fruity Skin Care Set =) <3 it so much, because made my skin good and smells delicious. But I don't have the full set =(<br /><br />My beautiful Diary Mask =) I <3 the Aloe Vera, Pear and the Strawberry Yogurt ones =)<br />Smell Delicious and Good for my skin =)<br /><br />HAHA.<br /><br />VALENTINE DAY!!! I'm Coming to get you all =) Cos that's when my last month salary comes in =) WOHOOO!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-89566265750350679062012-02-09T19:06:00.000-08:002012-02-09T19:15:35.379-08:00What is my Heart thinking?Dear Diary,<br /><br />Some time ago, after watching a show, I went crazy about the princes.<br /><br />But it was that day, when I saw a guy whom I know, and we hardly see each other, because we weren't that close.<br /><br />I started thinking of him ... Weird.<br />I tried not too, but he came to the extend of even appearing in my dreams yesterday night.<br /><br />And I knew I had't got the time to go into a relationship,<br />Or even know if this was just a crush or love<br /><br />Plus I also knew that this relationship will be totally impossible.<br />Because, we do not talk to one another except once.<br /><br />... when will this guy stop messing with both my heart and brain?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />DON'T ASK ME WHO. BECAUSE IT IS IMPOSSIBLE AND I DON'T WANT HIM TO MESS WITH MY HEART AND BRAIN AGAIN. Thinking of him suddenly just make me feels weird.<br /><br /><br />Sometimes, I would even ask myself who the heck is he to make me this miserable.<br />OMG. I really HOPE that it is just a crush, and a very short one.<br /><br />My first time ever since that relationship ended.<br /><br />... ... ... ...aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-18837504135306013522012-02-07T00:41:00.000-08:002012-02-07T00:45:09.265-08:00The Final Lap of Poly YearsIt's the final lap.<br /><br />The final examinations.<br />The final phase.<br /><br />The final days we will be in NYP.<br />The final days we can have fun with the Lecturers of NYP.<br /><br />Good Bye.<br />Study Hard.<br /><br />Shall post more after 1st March, when my last paper ends.<br />From today onward, I'm forbidding myself to get distracted<br />So that I can do the final push and towards my goal =)<br /><br />Seeya peepz then <3aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-91860625188638233522012-01-20T22:24:00.000-08:002012-01-20T22:46:14.741-08:00步步惊心前几天,朕忙着把这部戏看完。<br />把自己投入了进去。<br /><br />哭也哭过,<br />笑也笑过。<br /><br />原来:<br /><br />爱情就是那么的脆弱。<br />爱情就是那么的复杂。<br />爱情就是那么的可怕。<br /><br />简直感受到了爱情的酸甜苦辣。<br /><br />真的很好看!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-45222040171388436412011-12-31T22:35:00.000-08:002011-12-31T22:40:50.067-08:00Totally PissedFirst thing, LOADS of assignments to do on holidays.<br /><br />Even if you want so badly to start the assignments before holidays, U CAN'T!!!<br />Y?<br /><br />EXAMS! PRESENTATIONS! ROLE PLAYS! INTERVIEWS!!<br /><br />And now? Everything is cramped into the 2 week holidays break.<br /><br />Then there is math assignments!<br />That Frigging maths teacher? CHEENA PIANG!<br /><br />And then? When she teaches the concept. She rushed.<br />Plus she took the easy examples for concept teaching.<br /><br />And the maths assignment she gave??? TOTALLY DIFF FROM THE EXAMPLES SHE TEACHED!<br /><br />Then expect us to do liddat, with no help from her.<br />Some more? She thinks Malaysian and China people are better than SINGAPOREANS.<br /><br />I don't disagree if they are smarter in the maths sense.<br />Because they did their maths studies beforehand in their own country.<br /><br />And u can FUCKING judge singaporean students more stupid?<br />If we learnt beforehand, DO YOU THINK WE WILL LOSE TO THEM???<br /><br />Like shit. 1st day of 2012, and i m pissed from doing the maths assignment.<br /><br />It sux.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-58026949785670873752011-12-29T23:08:00.000-08:002011-12-29T23:19:20.433-08:004 hamsters, 1 dead, Now left 3.1 of mine hamsters passed away this morning.<br /><br />And it's kinda sad and depressing to have her leave so early.<br />She was the fattest and cutest of all.<br /><br />And I do remember the times I played with her on my palms.<br /><br />She loves the way both my mom and i rubbed her tummy and massage her on her back.<br />She would even fell asleep when we do that to her.<br /><br />And I could remember one of her hobby was eating.<br />Whenever u replenished her food bowl, she will come rushing towards the food.<br />Storing it in her mouth then deposit them next to her sleeping area.<br /><br />And I already knew she was going off very soon. I knew ...<br /><br />I knew ... When she started shading off her furs.<br />I knew ... When she couldn't walk with her hind leg.<br />I knew ... When her actions started to get slower.<br />I knew ... When one of her eyes were closed shut.<br />I knew ... When I held her the night before her death, ... She was ... COLD<br />I knew ... When she was breathing REAL HARD ... And I saw her taking her last few breaths.<br /><br />I knew ... She was already at the edge.<br /><br />I played with her the last time.<br />Gave her tummy rubs and massaging.<br /><br />I knew ... she will be gone someday.<br />But I never expect it was so soon.<br /><br />I miss you a lot Ah Pui.<br />I miss you a lot.<br /><br />I pray for you to be reincarnated as a human.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-29452907288916123552011-12-21T05:03:00.000-08:002011-12-21T05:05:20.882-08:00Exhausting HolidaysLike many people said.<br /><br />Holidays weren't like holidays.<br />Assignments are piled up. And deadlines are coming to an end.<br /><br />I wish I could sleep more.<br />=)aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-72099022658995843272011-12-15T06:48:00.000-08:002011-12-15T07:09:08.226-08:00Update postAges since I last updated. =S<br /><br />Too stressed. Too Busy. Too many things on my mind.<br />Plus too little time to spare.<br /><br />Got sick. Pimples Outbreak. Got sick, then pimples outbreak again.<br /><br />Past three days there were papers.<br />Consecutive ...<br /><br />Some were good memories. Some were bad.<br /><br />And today is my first day of holiday.<br /><br />Went school to have lunch with both Maryam and Mr Zul, (Also with my patou partner, Cui En).<br /><br />Ate pratas and talked.<br />Many hilarious jokes.<br />Many gossips were said.<br />Hidden stories were told.<br /><br />And it gave me different views of people life.<br /><br />After which, went bugis with girl.<br />Bought tix to watch "You're the Apple of my Eye".<br /><br />Ate ice cream while waiting for time to go in.<br /><br />And bth me and Alex looks like loan sharks in certain aspects. (When comes to money issues)<br /><br />That show was HILARIOUS and DIRTY!<br />And (To Lenice) It did bring back memories when I was in secondary school.<br />Where I hung out with boys very often.<br />Where we were all so bonded.<br />Where we went crazy together.<br />Skipping lessons, Going to night classes ...<br /><br />Those memories ...<br />Those memories ...<br /><br />Oh how I really wish time can stay at the good times.<br /><br />Those days where we were just a kid<br />Those days where childish wasn't a crime.<br />Those days where we never think of the consequences.<br />Those days where we were just so young.<br />Those days nothing matter more than crazy moments.<br /><br />Wounds were hurt.<br />Smiles were up.<br /><br />The morning skies look like it was at nite.<br />The sun shines so brightly, during the assembly.<br /><br />That strong perfume smell from that industry.<br />Those paper planes and paper throwings.<br /><br />Charging handphones in class.<br />Free LESSONS!<br /><br />Drawing of class whiteboards during teachers' day!!<br /><br />Drooling over hawt guys.<br /><br />Those times when we were so desporados.<br />Scandals after Scandals.<br /><br />Even punishments seem like a game to us.<br />Like WTF ...<br /><br />HAHA.<br /><br />If only poly life can be THIS GOOD.<br /><br />Though there were crazy moments.<br />Happiness were created.<br /><br />BUT I DON'T FEEL THE BONDING!!!aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-50941518518675902682011-10-17T06:31:00.000-07:002011-10-17T06:33:16.134-07:00FriendshipDear Diary,<br /><br />Sometimes friendships just get strained, because of miscommunication or misunderstandings.<br /><br />But good memories stay always stay inside the heart and head.<br /><br />Our final semester.<br />I hope we will all clear the air and get back together.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-23922295814637284332011-09-13T04:30:00.000-07:002011-09-13T04:32:57.402-07:00Different Frequency.There's always a different frequency.<br /><br />Cause ALL OF US think differently.<br /><br />Sometimes, certain things we share different POVs.<br />So it is useless to fight over.<br /><br />Even if we have our own evidences to support it.<br />They will just brush the issues off.<br /><br />Sometimes, I rather not waste my energy to fight over differences.<br /><br />THE ENDaLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-27859903799954428212011-09-10T05:45:00.000-07:002011-09-10T06:09:05.277-07:00I'm prejudice. I hate Cheena people.WTF.<br /><br />So MANY CHEENA people.<br />EVERYWHERE! In Singapore.<br /><br />Please la government.<br />Send some people back la.<br /><br />For the safety of our very own Singaporeans can??<br /><br />Go YOUTUBE.<br />Search about china videos.<br /><br />Have you seen the video about this china man hitting the small ang mo boy?!<br />Throwing kicks and punches on that small ang mo boy?!<br /><br />And what did the rest of the CHEENA people did?!<br /><br />Gather around and ENCOURAGES the CHEENA man to do MORE?!<br />And some of them even applause for what he did!<br />Some even giggle and laugh while watching!<br /><br />What is THESE SHITS?!<br /><br />Like WTF?!<br />Where's the human?!<br />Or are they ANIMALS?!<br /><br />Tell me about it?!<br /><br />Like HEY!<br />FUCK THESE CHEENA PEOPLE!<br /><br />You think that ang mo boy not human ah?!<br />You think that ang mo boy know why that FUCKER kick and punch him?!<br /><br />So bloody young. So innocent.<br /><br />U think u see le u not scared?!<br /><br />U not scared going china?!<br />Get bullied?!<br />Get ostracized?!<br />Get out-casted?!<br /><br />MAYBE EVEN LOST YOUR FUCKING PRECIOUS LIFE THERE?!<br /><br />You say you want Singapore to be MULTI-RACIAL.<br /><br />And with these barbaric CHEENA people.<br />You not scared our future generation will get the same treatment?!<br /><br />And these will lead to fear in us.<br />And all of us will migrate somewhere safer. Even a place that sells guns is SAFER!<br /><br />Even if we stay,<br />Will our future generation be the SAME barbaric as them?!<br />DUE TO INFLUENCE?!<br /><br />Like HELLO?!<br />You think we want our future generation to be living and growing up in this FREAKING ANIMAL environment?!<br /><br />NO WAY!<br /><br />And that's the reason why we migrate.<br />And you think ang mo will continue to stay?!<br /><br />Sorry.<br />Been human. Having the human nature.<br />We WILL ALL RUN to a SAFER COUNTRY!<br /><br />And then who will rule Singapore?!<br />If Singaporeans are the minority?!<br /><br />Will Singaporean be the government?!<br /><br />And even if you say YES,<br />What if a situation happen to give us two paths:<br /><br />The "Majority" or The "Integrity"<br /><br />Which will you choose?! If majority is foreigners?!<br />And Intergrity is the right thing you SHOULD DO! But they are of MINORITY?!<br /><br />If you choose the integrity way,<br />Will there be riots?!<br />Will there be killings?!<br />Will YOU GET ASSASSINATED?! <br /><br />And if you get killed?!<br />Who is gonna rule Singapore?!<br /><br />Will Singapore still be Singapore?!<br /><br />And everyone knows.<br />CHEENA woman used their heeels to step on bunnies?!<br />They torture dogs and cats before eating them?!<br /><br />Common right?!<br /><br />BUT SINGAPORE DON'T SERVE THESE FOODS!!!<br />AND WE HAVE THE ANIMAL CRUELTY ACT!!<br /><br />So when more of them are here,<br />DO we need to change our menu to serving dog and cat meat?!<br /><br />WTF?!<br /><br /><br />Animals are FUCKING living things too!<br />They have a heart, a brain and a soul!<br /><br />And all of you should know!<br />Animals sometimes SAVE our LIFES!<br /><br />And what's with those religions?!<br />FROM CHEENA?!<br /><br />Didn't religion tell us to do the good things?!<br />And you assume they did?!<br /><br />So what if some of them are not?!<br />Mayb those who are not these barbaric,<br />I'm sorry I discriminate you.<br /><br />And you deserve to be stay in Singapore as a talent.<br /><br />But HOW SAFE CAN THEY BE?!<br />BY ALLOWING THEM INTO SINGAPORE,<br />HOW SAFE CAN YOU ASSURE THEY WILL BE?!<br /><br />Think about it will you?!<br />Government?!<br /><br />At least our opinions can save Singapore alittle.<br />Can change Singapore into a BETTER SINGAPORE alittle.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-12810641693059175512011-09-06T07:02:00.000-07:002011-09-06T07:10:12.646-07:00My PrayersDear Gawd.<br /><br />Stop making me jealous.<br />Stop making me envious.<br /><br />Stop making me depressed.<br />Stop making me think.<br />Stop making me dream.<br />Stop making me sad.<br /><br /><br />Stop e self-fulfilling prophercy.<br />Stop e SHITS that are happening.<br />Stop e pressure that is attacking.<br />Stop e craps that dillemia.<br /><br />Just stop everything.<br /><br />BUT,<br />Not my heart.<br />Not my brain.<br />Not my tots.<br />Not my family.<br />Not my friends.<br /><br />Not anything that I REALLY DO TREASURE.<br /><br />& lastly, Not myself.<br /><br /><br />Hear my prayers.<br />At least help me overcome them.<br /><br />I don't care,<br />If it's step by step,<br />Or by a miracle.<br /><br />I just need my prayers to be answered.<br /><br />So that I can move on with LIFE.<br />Treasure every MOMENTS.<br /><br />My prayers. My prayers.<br /><br />How I wish the star I wish will come true tonight.<br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />=) Nothing is making me off-mood.<br />Just got inspired to write a poem =)aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-41234710062281396032011-09-04T02:25:00.000-07:002011-09-04T04:08:48.296-07:00My views on China Women in SingaporeMaybe I'm prejudice.
<br />Maybe I'm living with a stigma.
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<br />Maybe I'm scared.
<br />Maybe I'm jealous.
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<br />What ever u readers think of me, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
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<br />It's because THIS IS MY BLOG!
<br />And I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO WRITE WHAT EVER I WANT TO!
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<br />And I SERIOUSLY DO HATE CHINA WOMEN!
<br />Not ALL of them.(Particularly those friends I know in school, they are GOOD, so I don't hate them.)
<br />BUT of MAJORITY!
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<br />So what if they are prettier?!
<br />So what if they are sexier?!
<br />So what if they are more gentle?!
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<br />And u think THEY REALLY ARE?!
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<br />They are with makeups.
<br />They might be plastic.(<span style="font-style:italic;">Even if they don't. They are LUCKY.</span>)
<br />They maybe acting.
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<br />And what they did here,
<br />IS TO SERVE MEN!
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<br />Try those coffee shops cheena girls.
<br />Will they serve all sexes equally? Or they are here because of getting a man?!
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<br />THEY ARE SLUTS. MAJORITY.
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<br />U steal our RICE BOWLS.
<br />U steal our MAN.
<br />U steal our MONEY.
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<br />And what did u said?!
<br />Man in Singapore are "Short, Arrogant, Workaholic and Ugly"?!
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<br />LOLX and they "CAN'T BE COMPARED WITH THE CHINA MAN"?!
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<br />Pu-LeZZe!!
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<br />IF I said CHEENA MAN STINKS!
<br />They LOOKS LIKE SHIT.
<br />And they looks PERVERTIC!
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<br />How you feel?!
<br />WE discriminate your MAN.
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<br />That's HOW WE FEEL! (<span style="font-style:italic;">YOU discrminate our MAN</span>)
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<br />U are SLUTS who attract AH PEIS.
<br />U are SLUTS whom destroy people's FAMILY.
<br />U are SLUTS who are after MONEY.
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<br />And u want a HANDSOME husband because u look good?!
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<br />Why don't u remove your makeups and we will determine.
<br />AND that includes your CONTACT LENS.
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<br />BECAUSE, Maxi Eye contact lens always make people looks different.
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<br />And we shall judge if YOU still can mesmerize the men or U GIVE THEM A HEART ATTACK!
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<br />U think you're SO HAWT?!
<br />GO KOREA. GO USA. GO INDIA.
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<br />Rich Asses there ARE MUCH MORE RICHER! AND MUCH MORE HAWTER!
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<br />I BEG YOUR PARDON?!
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<br />U dare comment on us when you're just working in Singapore?!
<br />YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS!
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<br />What if we said CHINA SUCKS?!
<br />It's the same! You're discriminating us. And WE HAVE OUR PRIDE TO PROTECT IT.
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<br />The same theory, YOU HAVE THE PRIDE TO PROTECT YOUR COUNTRY.
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<br />I'm not saying CHINA sucks or whatever.
<br />China is a nice and beautiful country.
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<br />I'm just interpreting it in a sense u can CRAWL IN OUR GOD DAMN SKINS.
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<br />And, if you think your CHEENA MAN looks hawter.
<br />MARRIED THEM.
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<br />Why bother coming to Singapore and ACT LIKE A FUCKING BIATCH?!
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<br />Because you're beautiful?! So these boys just present themselves to you?!
<br />Oh really?!
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<br />U kidding a 3-years old kid?!
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<br />Like WTF?!
<br />It's because u dress like some SLUTS. (<span style="font-weight:bold;">OBVIOUS<span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span>)
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<br />And after marriage, CAN YOU SWEAR TO GOD ON YOUR BEAUTY that YOU CAN SERVE THESE MAN WELL?!
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<br />CAN YOU SWEAR YOU'RE NOT REALLY INTO THEIR MONEY?!
<br />FOR INSTANCE, GETTING PART OF THE MAN'S ASSETS AFTER DIVORCE?!
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<br />CAN YOU SWEAR THAT YOU CAN SERVE SINGAPORE WELL?!
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<br />CAN YOU DO WELL IN YOUR MARRIAGES?!
<br />CAN YOU BE FAITHFUL?!
<br />CAN YOU SERVE YOUR BEST?!
<br />CAN YOU SACRIFICE ANYTHING FOR YOUR MARRIAGE?!
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<br />AND IF A HAWT GUY APPEARS AND LIKES YOU.
<br />CAN YOU SWEAR YOU WILL NOT BE TEMPTED?!
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<br />We shall all be the judge.
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<br />You show me you can.
<br />And we all will show you our RESPECT.
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<br />Oh, and if you can't.
<br />Is either you can go back to your own motherland.
<br />OR BE UGLY FOREVER.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7889047341645418365.post-36621404051818988312011-08-28T20:28:00.000-07:002011-08-28T20:30:47.823-07:00Some People are SO STRANGEYa they are strange and you can never understand them.aLiTTlegirl'SwiShhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03392304897471018996noreply@blogger.com0